January 26, 2017
Today was shit. I don't know why but I woke up in a horrible mood. Not like a bad mood, or a sad mood, but just not a good mood. I haven't really felt happy today, just annoyed kinda, but not for any real reason.
I'm fighting with Jack, AGAIN about some stupid shit AGAIN! The other day we were talking about our anniversary which is in a little over a month and I asked if we could go to Cheesecake Factory to which he replied "yeah!!" and then suggested that we "eat all 3 meals together". I had actually been thinking it would be fun to spend the whole day together and I was happy he thought so too so I was excited and we talked about it and planned it a bit and all was fine. Well today, Leanna told me that Jack had been talking to Alex in their psychology class the other day about how I just "really wanted to eat all 3 meals together and it's gonna cost so much money" and I'm so upset because that's not what happened. First of all, it was his idea, and second of all, I obviously did not expect him to or want him to pay for all of mine and his food. I'm not some evil gold digging girlfriend. He took some plan that he had made, that I was excited for, and made it look like I was stupid for wanting to do this and trying to steal all of his money. Now he's telling me that I'm overreacting and acting like I've been betrayed when really I'm just upset that he acted all excited about something and then went to my sister and his best friend and started saying that I wanted to do something that was stupid and gonna cost him a bunch of money.
What sucks the most about this whole situation is that he did the same fucking thing last year when I asked if we could go to the aquarium for our anniversary. First he said yes and thought it'd be a great idea and then a couple weeks later acted like he never wanted to do that and it was gonna cost a bunch of money and I was stupid for even thinking we should do that. Last year we didn't even see each other on our anniversary and we broke up shortly after it so I was excited to actually spend our anniversary together this year.
I'd understand if I suggested it and then got upset when he said he didn't want to do that because it'd cost too much money but the fact that he literally came up with the idea and then went and said he didn't want to do it is what's really bothering me. But fuck what I think right? I shouldn't get upset because he doesn't want to spend a bunch of money on something right?
On top of that, I had to spend an hour of my day driving my brother around town so he could play basketball so that was a blast and a really good use of my gas!!! :)))))))
Today sucked.
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